Where to begin…..
Diagnosed adhd at 40 then with ptsd at 50….
2 screws in my left ankle…
2 screws in my right knee…
2 screws in my right elbow….
And now my penis has scare tissue so look like it’s trying to bend its self in 2…
Doc said yesterday maybe wait 1 year then maybe operation, might kill my sex life completely might come bak anyway…
o and I forgot to say my girlfriend who I lived with travel with has dumped me by sms……
I can’t see any point in trying anymore!!!! My son (21yrs) is the only thing keeping me going but lives hrs away….
I take mood stabilisers but just started, have great contact with a Therapist she is my life jacket….
But I told her 2day if I had a gun I would ended this, honest just don’t see the point……
She talked about this page 2day and told me I should use it….
Dont expect any miraclez just needed to unload, there is no one i want to really burden with this DISASTER!!!!!
I talk and understand swedish just felt easier to write in English see alot of spelling mistakes
Tankx A.
